very funny ar?

I find that my friends sometimes will make comments that i look funny, comical. I nev quite understood y. Until one day, i decided to record a video of myself. It's just talking abt the goals i set this yr. N i find myself really funny!:> I think it's the expression part ba. Actually, i dun mind my friends laughing at me bcos they find me funny. Note: FRIENDS But i know some ppl who are mean, will laugh at me in a mean way , a mockery i guess. That, is an attitude prob. Sometimes, i let it affect me, but i guess this yr's breakthrough will be in the area of confidence ba. I will learn not to let these mean, rude, ill-mannered ppl affect me with their words. Ppl who loves me, finds me cute. Ppl who dun, well, who cares? They dun love me anyway. Humph! I went to tampines with samantha yest or the day before? Forgotten. N we saw this veri small size laptop. The type that's very popular rite now. N i really like it. I think i really will get it. Or, if it comes as a bday present in 19 May, hee.. i wouldn't mind actually. Hee.. hee.. I've been really working hard for the money for Sot man. N together with b.f, it's no joke. Actually, i'm quite frustrated that i cannot get things to work out well even though i made the decision to go sot since last dec. As in, i did tried to make things rite, arrange schedule n all, but it just messed up. Well, i've finally settled things down le. but it means, i've to work hard all over again. haix.. aiyayaya.. But never mind, i'll continue to press in! I've so many ppl supporting me, i won't let them down without a gd fight of faith! :> Yea man!