rainy day..

reached office at a super early time so went to find girl girl n frien to eat lunch. i guess i could say that for now, my job for this month is secured. wat's gona happen next month? who knows? Well pray abt it ba. cos i'm too sick n tired to go n think abt it anymore. but i know from now on, i'll have to work veri hard for money. in order to have a liveable life wen i go front line battle field in April next year. i think sunday aso need to work le. yea.. cos sat i've decided to work as volunteer. the only way to prevent from being selfish n just living for myself only is to have sometime aside for others as well. Tat of cos, includes family. but for my famly, i must aso have another outside aganda. cos my family only gets me depressed. so, dun think tat just bcos i'm working veri hard for money, i'm only living for myself. it's all abt planning n stretagy. tat's what i learn most in coperate world. i'm now at office but slacking cos today i start work at 6pm n now... is 3.40pm. N everyone else ard me is frantically on the phone trying to get sales n appts n getting the coperate n economy going strong again. N i'm here, slacking.. WA, shiok xia! haha.. but wen they off work le, i start work le. I suddenly feel a sense of destiny. This is what God mean when He say, do business until i come. Cool man, er.. or shall i say, cool God! Lol Dad wants to get a new hp wor.. i saw one shop at ps selling at pretty gd price, dunno shall i go see ma. hmm.. just go n see la. anyway, i'm buying the F480. this week mother strike 4-D again. This month she like, strike dunno how many times. which is a gd thing cos i only acknowledge that money comes from God. yup. yawn.. even with the music at loud volume, i still feel.. sleepy... yawn..