Random pic.. hee This few weeks are really a very tough period. Emotionally especially. Work politics, trust in ppl. Fear of opinions. They are all my troubles and burden all the time. But one conversation i had wif my cgl changes and enlightens my thinking alot. No wonder church always teaches us that we need to stand in light, must share and share wif someone who's more mature in Christ. T is right. I really am doubting myself again. In terms of making decisions. I am constantly afraid that someone might be unhappy that i wana do things in a diff way. This lies in the problem of my self-esteem. I must GET over this. yes! jia you jia you!