Yest i accompanied two of my youths to service at expo. Was very sleepy. Took every opportunity to shut my eyes for rest. Things were just blabbering on n on.. Until Pastor talked abt Sot. I was listening attentively, ( although i looked like i was not ) den suddenly, i felt a release in my heart. Yes! Finally, cos actually, i keep having this heavy heart whenever i talked abt Sot. I knew, i was supposed to go. I knew things were laid out that way alrd. But i just do not have this peace in my heart to go. N i dun like it. I kept praying, kept waiting. I know He will give me His peace, i know He wanted me to wait. I know it will come. BUT.. like every waiting period, it is terrible to keep waiting. Agony. I dun like to wait. Patience. Is a very hard virtue. Very not easy. But i told myself to trust in Him. I force myself to. N it came! I knew that release is from Him. Only He can touch my heart like that. :> N yes! Finally, my engine starts, i am on my way! Yipee! Thanks God! Hurray! N i am very sure, i am moving along with Him by my side! Jia you! Jia you! N to all out there, rem, P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E