Real lesson in life #1

Today, got a chance to know 2 of my new colleagues. N wen we are at the topic of guessing each other's age, they guessed me to be 18 or 19! Man! I'm 24 lor! Nope, dun worry, age has never been a secret to me. ( maybe bcos i look young! lol ) But then, i began to think, is it bcos of the age thing that make me still single n available today? I mean, is it bcos i look too young that's y guys of my age all do not like me? I asked my cgl this question. N her reply is that i think too much. Most of the time is bcos of the confidence issue. So, i learnt two things here. Firstly, i mustn't go back to the low self-esteem de me again. To once again reject myself God's wonderful creation. ( as we all are. :> ) I should learn to love myself n accept myself n my personality n etc. Sure, i dun look or laugh or behave like a 24. But it all doesn't matter. :> Really, it doesn't. N i think if a guy relly loves me, he'll love me dearly for me being so special. yup. Real lesson in life #2 2nd thing i learnt in life is this. Once again confidence, she is in the limelight.:> haha So my decision that night to listen again to Pastor Kong's sermon on confidence haas proven to be what i would call it. 'in the flow' yeepie! i love it whenever i flow or sense correctly. Cos it shows, my relationship with my best friend. :0) I love You!