working on a PH

Well, let's face it. Working on a PH, is it a fun thing to do? nope. But is it worth it? Hmm.. yea. Cos i need the money n i need a guinea pig day to push my appts n to trial my new tele script. Yest was fun! Went to GT zone's last meeting. There were so many ppl! Almost everyone was there! N i did well! i didn't blend in n become a wall paper which i normally do when in a crowd. Haha.. Den we went to Marina sq for shopping! I saw nice shoes leh but never buy cos only left last display pair n it's in bad condition but it was comforty. Tempting but didn't buy in the end. Haix.. den we were so tired, so we went to starbucks n joke n laugh! Haha.. Rulan was so.. lamesia.. hahah.. She n reena like bickering pair lik that! But they're gals la..hee.. I went home veri tired n on the way home, start thinking abt work le. Haha..Cos my job not so easy la. Oh, forgot to say, Jolene n shimin aso went with us n they commented that i am diff now. I think they aso veri hard to say what's diff abt me but just diff lor. :> well, so many changes, aso not so easy to pin point put la. But i know ha.. Cos it's my life that's changed ma. Hee.. Gd lor! I can praise God For that la! This job has changed alot in my perspective n mindset n i really wouldn't be who i am todae w/o God's guidance, lecture n anointing N His unfailing Love n Patience with me! Haha.. I know.. I know.. Pls dun remind me my past, Thanks! Actually, i dunno how long will i stay in this job cos it's pretty unstable as i do not really know how are they goin to measure my performance. N i'm like still on probation n manager says until Dec. There's long wor.. well, Nov coming le.. Hmm.. Maybe not so long lo. I'm not negative, i'm just thinking, can i have a way to make things more stable? God, pls show me a way! Well, Bible says Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding and He shall direct your path. N so, i shall. Your word in my life, is a lamp onto my path. Never shall i let your Word depart from my mouth. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Amen!