pay day!!

Getting pay either later or tml. Hee.. Gd xia.. It's e labor for my hard work wor.. :> It's really hard earned money. hmm.. but i everytime dunno how to handle with money well.. Always overspend. Bad habit! Cannot like that.. will be poor one! So this time, hmm.. must get ready all the necessary money.. den pay all the bills first.. think after that, not much left la wor.. ha.. Never mind, begining is always the hardest, most agony, most difficult but as time goes by, discipline will become a lifestyle. I wana buy a new acuostic guitar. Hmm... Wondering who shall i get to go n buy with me? den after, get a gd teacher. Hee.. Den i'll be on my way to my vision! I aso wana find my special someone. He also must love music n can play at least two instrument. I can. I can play guitar n a mouth-piece instrument. And i also wana learn sone writing. Wana form my band. hee.. My greatest desire is to shine for Him in the area of my passion. Opposition is great but i'll never give up on my dreams. Dreams.. are my reality... Hee.. I wonder how my dear dear looks like? Recently i've been thinking abt him.. smiling. I mean, i rather dream of my lover den to dream of my work. Lol.. Life has alot of things that's not within my control. But i just learn to accept what i cannot change n still love. Love, is after all the most powerful thing on earth. God is L.O.V.E love changes ppl n lives. Have you love someone todae?