It's monday! Oh gosh..

Managed to wake up on time even without alarm clock n realised 'oh gosh, it's monday!' Man.. I'm back at the job at Pias. Haix.. It's an agony. But being jobless is even more agony. Yup... So, i took an hr off to relax n 'programe' myself first before i stand before my tragedy of the day. Haha.. Dramatic.. It's already the 15th of the month! GOODNESS! Half the month has gone! No.. i haven attained wat i wana go for this month! Cannot la.. Must work harder.. N faster! Well, There's roughly 3 more months to end of this year. What shall i do? Actually i dunno what to do. Think i can only do one thing at a time ba. Wen i've settled down at the major staff alrd, things will be much more easier. Yup. Past one month has been moulding me well, have to do things that i dun really wana do but must still do. Well, better den slacking my life away. N i think, i'm begining to get more used to it le. Telemaketing is a sianz job cos it's boring n tedious n result oriented, so has stress one. But before i get better offers, i must stick to tis for the time being lor. Ya.. But I really pray to get rid of this soon la. Cg has been gd so far. Was so tired wen returned home past mid-night last nite. Thank God Ky has car to drive me home. Even KJ aso say i look veri tired n ask me to rest well. Hee.. Thanks gal! :> We went bugis for pastamania den chill out at Starbucks n den dessert. I think angela feels like viomitting wen we eat dessert haha! She too full! Can't even finished her pasta lor! E rest of us all ate till veri shiok xia! Ops... hee.. Actually, we work, earn money, den spend n work to earn more money, only to spend more money again.. sometimes i find life veri sianz.. No meaning.. this is a veri sianz cycle la... Cos i haven got the discipline to save. I even dream of scolding myself stupid that i dun save. Or was that You God? Oh no... But i really gotta start saving soon. If not, next yr cannot study. I'm praying for an ans for a big decision now.. i really need to know what He thinks abt this decision. I hope to have His Peace in me wen i decide. I really do. It's not easy, it's not popular, it"s not easily understood by ppl. I really hope this is a wise decision.